Day 190: Get SetBaby, I'm on the brink.I don't know if you know it, but that cliff edge is drawing ever so close.My wings are so strong, my resolve so firm. I've made my decision and I'm ready to go through with it.Have you?This wallflower has a mind of her own. I don't blend in with your background anymore.Did you notice?I am bursting with colour and energy. There's no stopping me now.My ducks are in a row and my bushes are neatly trimmed.All that's left now is to wait until blast off day.You're going to flip.I'm going to flip, too. Flip with joy. I've got my whole life ahead of me.What do you have?Get set, because I'm already on the highway to hell. And boy does it feel great.I hope you remembered to get ready. We're at stage two now.Get set.
Day 189: Get ReadyThere is something I wish to say. Something that you should stick around to hear.There is a word sitting at the tip of my tongue. It is a word that I truly wish to speak, but I am afraid that my throat might close up if I do.There is a word about to fall from my lips. It is a word that needs to be said, but I am not sure that you could handle it. I fear that you would turn upon me with enmity and ill wishes were I to let it slip.I am but a wallflower to you. I sit quietly in the shadows making snide remarks, causing a turn of heads and quiet laughter.Time and again you have begged me to stay, begged me to remain with you.You don't know me.My shackles are open, and still you neglect to notice. I stick around, the drab wallflower on a background full of colour.What use am I to you? Am I not fit to serve in another capacity, having assumed a new persona? Or does the charm that so obviously appeals to you a result of your hold on me?That word inches closer and closer to becoming ta